Guru Siyag’s Siddha Yoga
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2nd signpost approached
This video – http://www.youtube.com/user/metaperl#p/u/15/0Ynh_rzFvCE
describes physical manifestations as Kundalini moves up.
I definitely cleared the first signpost. Of course it’s funny to say “I” did anything. All I did was simply maintain focus on the image of Guru Siyag and mentally repeat the mantra.
Now the second signpost almost occurred. I would say there was some locking in the chest and neck area.
I think as long as my focus continues, I should be able cross into the magick 3rd manifestation… let’s see!
the tones get clearer!
it’s amazing how to mantra turns into tones which get crystal clear if you keep chanting
The Secret Mantra, Chopped and Screwed
So, there is this catchy R&B song, “Chopped and Screwed“, and I woke up repeating the Secret Mantra, but then Chopped and Screwed started playing in my head and I tried to go back to the secret mantra.
Before I knew it, the secret mantra was going on it’s own, but to the melody of Chopped and Screwed.
I was pleased to have arrived at Ajapa Jap for the second time in my life, but wasnt too pleased to have it going to a popular R&B tune…
Well, eventually it will stick in a more ‘pure’ form, I guess?
a fascinating dream about Zui
I have not practiced GSSY for at least 6 months if not longer. I’ve been having numerous astral projections and remote viewings since then. Now, last night, I was in a situation in a classroom of sorts. And Zui was walking towards me with one breast exposed. I motioned to her to close her shirt up because others might see it.
Then she walks over to a wall and exposes her back.
She has 2 breasts hanging down lower than they would be on the front. And below those two feet appear. She has her knees bent and she says: “i’m going to do some breathing now” — at this point she turns into a fully jet black figure which I recognize as Shiva. She says: “dont fight it. just accept it”
emotional turmoil
My mom tried to play the guilt card. She tried to rope me into going home by listing out all the sacrifices she made for me. She ended the call all choked up in tears and could barely get off the phone without wailing in tears (which I’m sure she is doing right now).
I like how she tries to paint a picture of me as the ungrateful son. I really have cooked up a serious negative weight here. Just how bad do you want to know your Eternal self over the conditional good feelings that the one who birthed you can give you?
You spent your first 9 months in a flesh body with her voice and mind controlling your development. Then 18 years of further control. And now the various games continue… unless you go ahead and give in. And start to hypnotize yourself with her slogans — parental respect, be a good person, etc.
Now, the fundamental question she never could answer: who am I? who are you? What do you mean YOU helped ME? Dont you realize that is not even possible? There is no you!!!
Energy Conservation
This meditation system is awesome. I literally did NOTHING this time and had the most transcendantal experience. But of course that also makes the most sense. What could you do physically, or even energetically, or even mentally and get great results:
THE HIGHER CONTROLS THE LOWER – your body, energy, and mind are _NOTHING_ from the perspective of the ultimate.
The secret mantra is to be recited without moving lips or tongue.
This is most important. It’s also to be recited without moving _ANY_ of your lower vehicles.
Energy Conservation
THe more I do this meditation, the more I am convinced that I dont need certain things. I used to be crazy for women, but now I realize that most of that is nothing but a waste of energy.
in a single clap of thunder, i hear the eternal voice
This whole creation exploded from a single sound. Just as your dreams explode from a single idea of how to create, you can tune in to this whole creation, hear The Voice of The Lord and rejoice!
And twice recently, it has happened. Once it was with the rushing wind. And at another time, it was with rushing wind. I just became happy beyond words and prior to thought.
the unframeable limitless light
in meditation, any attempt to make rational/9-door understanding of the experience limits it.
To even ask the question of other universes or other beings shows a limitation in what you think you are.
You are here in this universe because you have framed your thinking along these lines.
The end of thinking, along with complete acceptance and focus in the Spiritual Realm (the Tenth Door) allows for new possibilities of every sort.
starting to peek through :)
Inexorably, “sakti is evolving me. As she is evolving all mankind. There were two small premonitions that happened today.
Fairly small. Nothing big.
Let’s see how things go in this area in the future.
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