I’ve already talked about how Zui gets mistreated because she has elevated her spiritual status. Well, I think I got my first taste of that today on the soccer field.

I was severely criticized for my play. And then they tried to get me off the field and have someone substitute for me, without my permission.

Later, while I was dribbling the ball, Eto screamed at me “pass the ball!” as if I was completely stupid.

Now I’ve had many thoughts about harming them since then. Many thoughts. And I dont feel good about how I was treated.

Well, I’m certainly not going back out there. Partly because they will not be happy about me playing. But mainly because I dont need to get involved in a hateful negative situation.