Guru Siyag’s Siddha Yoga
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public system, inner system?
1 – About 4-6 months ago, I was “told” (hallucinated? dreamed?) by Guru Siyag that the meditation on his website was for people addicted to form and that I need not bother with it.
2 – This morning, I had a dream where Guru Siyag was sitting at the front of a room. I was down on my hands and knees and I had the crown of my head pointed directly towards him. An electric charge started in my upper body and beyond my head. I immediately stopped meditating and wanted to ask Guru why he said meditate at the 3rd eye instead of the crown, but I couldnt get anyone to come and translate.
So, I decided to go get the photo of Guru Siyag and try to prostate towards it. I did indeed feel a strong electric charge but then got scared. I tried a few other variations on this meditation, but never could get back to the strong electric charge.
Now what is interesting is that Kundalini can be awakened by focus on the crown as you can see here:
a fascinating dream about Zui
I have not practiced GSSY for at least 6 months if not longer. I’ve been having numerous astral projections and remote viewings since then. Now, last night, I was in a situation in a classroom of sorts. And Zui was walking towards me with one breast exposed. I motioned to her to close her shirt up because others might see it.
Then she walks over to a wall and exposes her back.
She has 2 breasts hanging down lower than they would be on the front. And below those two feet appear. She has her knees bent and she says: “i’m going to do some breathing now” — at this point she turns into a fully jet black figure which I recognize as Shiva. She says: “dont fight it. just accept it”
Anthroposophy Dream
Awhile back, I met a lady who was into Rudolf Steiner’s Anthroposophy. After doing some research on it, I saw that it was a racialist philosophy and dropped it.
Last night, in a dream, I was in an elevator. And I saw that woman. I walked up to her and said: ‘isnt steiner a racialist… i really dont jibe with that…’ — she cut me off and took me into a room. She kneeled down and put her mouth to my right ear and began to sing a series of tones. They were beautiful and familiar. And they sent me travelling rapidly down something that looked like a upward sloping golf course.
I was travelling towards trees in the middle of the grass and I would just go right through them.
After awhile I came back to the room and reached out to hug her and thank her but she moved quickly away from me and the room as well. Other people were in this large, high-ceilinged room as well..
so do you want intercourse now?
This “dream” was very extended. I was at this house and one girl comes in and I’m talking to her. Then this other girl comes in, and she immediately starts making out with me. Then we say we need somewhere more private but someone is sleeping in her room and I saw we should not bother them. But she does anyway, but I insist and we go elsewhere.
Elsewhere, someone else is in a room and she says “He needs to take a nap here” and the guy gets the idea and leaves. And so we are naked and making out and she says: “do you want intercourse now?” — and I say, no not yet.
And then there is some floating/flying about…
The girl had some unusual colorations. She was white-skinned, but had black eyes … but more light gray than black. and below her breasts was an orangish color like turmeric powder.
Interesting how this astral (?) dream (?) did not lead to nocturnal emission.
it’s here where most people get scared
So I was out on this pavement (in a dream) and something swept me up. I rose above the trees and kept rising at a rapid rate. All of a sudden, I was in outer space. The sky was full of stars against a jet black backdrop.
I began to move backwards at a furious pace, heading further away from earth. A voice said: “now here is where most people get scared”
I sought the support of my guru. I looked down. My feet were sweeping through clouds. I began to descend into a sexual and violent dream.
a sexual and violent dream
So I’m at this boarding house. And the owner is rather brash. But he’s under attack by this psycho female. She throws those ninja stars – shuriken around. She has a crazed look in her eyes.
I use some mental means to deflect her attention. I get her on her back. I command her to strip. She smiles and does nothing. I am forced to remove her clothes myself. I began to massage her clitoris. I feel the urge to ejaculate, so I do the Big Draw (IN MY DREAM). The next time (IN MY DREAM), I decide to cum. And I cum (IN THIS HERE REALITY).
